Today is June 25, 2014, 33 months ago I waited for the time to go to viewing. It seems like so long ago, yet it seems like only yesterday or even today. Makes me wonder when if ever the hole that is left in my heart will heal.           There is no way to describe what one feels, when they lose the mate of a lifetime. It is always memories there, some of the last years with you, the blindness, dependence, always needing someone near to help you walk, etc. Knowing the person you were, I knew all this made you feel too helpless, which did not help your case. That alone interfered with your health. I can only repeat over again that I miss you and I love you........BILL-EE

Today is June 1st, 2014. I am almost ready for church. Debbie is here, she is going with me today.   Most of the day yesterday, we met Lisa and Ashley, had lunch and then started the hard  work of shopping. I am finally going to California, getting to visit the Butlers'. I told them when you first left me that I would visit. Finally, all these months later I am going. I am excited, but thinking about you, as always. Justy wanted to say I love you Ben, and oh, how I miss you.............BILL-EE