It is August 1st, I tried several weeks ago to bring this blog up because I wanted to write again on it. For some reason I could never get the laptop to come on. Anyway, I decided to try again and here I am. Just been thinking how I feel like at times that you are still sitting here in your chair; how I wish. I still stop at the cemetery often, sometimes I talk to you, sometimes I talk to God, but always I am missing you so much.           My days are usually about the same, sometimes I do very little, some days I don't quit, then I get very worn out. I can remember how you would say okay you need to stop now and rest awhile. Always thoughtful of me, especially the year after I had pneumonia.        I try to walk up and dowm the stairs without holding to the rails, that isn't going too well. Boy Debbie gave me a "what to" about that, just as you would have.       I miss you so much, times I need to have someone around just to talk to, but I know God is always there. Honey, knowing you as I did, I can imagine what you would say to me about everything I would like to talk about; but oh, how I would cherish even those things I didn't like for you to say.            I have made it for a little over 34 months now. I wonder if the heart ever really understands. I know that people doesn't. So much to tell you, but it would take too long, so for now I will say again I miss you and I love you...........BILL-EE