Well honey another day, it's been one week now since we laid you to rest. Have I rested? think of you too much, Lisa got med for me from Dr. Dumas, yes I have been taking it, surprised? By the way Dr. Dumas called me Thurs or Fri to ask how I am doing, thought that was nice of him. OUR children wanted me to take the med so I'm wanting them not to worry about their mom, especially since they just laid you to rest. I'm making it moment by moment.I'll always love you and I miss you so very much.......oh, Tot bought me a small car(Honda)today. Just thought I'd let you know.
Ben, here I am to send you my daily "living without Ben" Left the house, I am at Lisa's. I walked around the stores with Lisa and Ashley, they shopped.This evening I went with Lisa to a wedding. I will get up tomorrow and drive to church. I am glad I went out, but nothing changes, I still miss you so much, at home away from home, anywhere and everywhere I miss you. I am going to try and sleep now. I love you. How do one learn to live alone after so many years with the same person?
