Fifteen months ago this day my one true love passed from this life, to a new one, to a much better place. How I miss you, Ben Miller, I cannot tell. How I think of you, I cannot say. Will I always feel this alone at Christmas time? Who knows? With an ache in my heart is how I miss you. If I could recall you I would. Yet I think I know you would not return even if you could. All I can say is, Honey, I miss you and I love you..............BILL-EE