I am going to try to write again. Not much to talk about. I have been sick for all this past week. I finally got started on an antibiotic Saturday. I missed church again, to my sorrow. I am fighting this as hard as is possible.           Today I was coming down the stairs, when I thought of how you would always say, hold the rail when you are on the stairs. Lets me know that you knew more about how my health was than even I knew. I sure would like to hear more of the kind of advice you were always giving me. Ben I miss you something bad. May not be proper, but it is the truth. I need to get something in me to drink, I can't afford not to drink, also am about to try to eat a little again.  I love you, Honey...........BILL-EE