Ben Miller, I miss you so much, I am still so lost without you. It seems that whenever I try to do something good, I get "burned" or "bummed". You were the level headed one in our twosome.            That is enough of that.          Debbie and Tot are in England, they seem to be having a great time. Tot is in school over there, from what he says it is hard to understand their English language.        Bro. Honea did a good job tonight on his sermon, you would have enjoyed it. I still miss having you at church with me. Nothing is the same without you, Honey.          I have my regular check-up at the doctor in the a.m. So I will be going to bed in a short time. I love you..........BILL-EE