Oct. 10, 2011

Dear Jesus, I hope this is not how it will be every night I am asking you to help me stay stable. Now I wonder what daylight will bring, do not want to sleep all day, you know, slept about close to 3 hrs,will not complain. Not that I covet being alone, I just want to be at home. Lord Jesus you understand, Don't you? I need to be able to sleep all night I don't want to go to don't care, I won't to care, as always, Maybe the cough syrup will help out this time, but as always I need YOU, tell Ben I love him and I miss him but now he can see, walk, and will not be tired anymore. I love you, Jesus.