Oct. 16, 2011

Ben, How I miss you. I have been thinking today that satan would steal my smile, seems he is after it, but I know just as I have to guard my heart, I will work hard to guard my smiles. I know that is what you would want for me to do, but oh me the pain is dreadful, and I am really having to struggle to keep myself going. As I told Sis Honea today, I have to "go on" someway in honor of my Lord and savior, and to honor my husband. Help me, Lord Jesus to remember my own sermons, that I preach to myself as I talk to you. I love you so much and miss you. God help me. BILL-EE