Oct. 2, 2011 @ 12:18 a.m.

Another day has passed since you left me Ben Miller. I still am wondering how will I make it without my Ben? God knows. I can't help feeling a little scared when I find myself totally alone. Then I want to yell at you for leaving me, yet I still feel so much love for you, that I would only hold you close and remember hearing you asking Jesus to come and telling HIM "I am so tired" Honey I'll try to be as brave as you believed me to be, yet I needed you so much. I love you.