Oct. 4, 2011

Ben, Lisa had to finally go back to work, Debbie came back she is here with me now. We made our trip to cemetery, ate dinner, now I'm writing you. I'll see dr. tomorrow about toes. Honey, I miss you so much, we would have made it someway, with God's help, when I start thinking this way I can still hear you saying "Come on Jesus, I am ready I'm tired" then I have to know HE answered your prayer, and came for you. How I"ll make it alone, don't know. There will be a way. Love you, miss you.