Oct. 2, 2011 @ 8:38 p.m.

Ben another day has come and now about gone, I will try to get in bed before 1pm tonight. I know what you'd say about me being up so late. I miss you, Honey the past 2 or 3 weeks were so hard for you andd for me, but I never thought about you really being sick. You were always such a strong person, but you endured so much, only you,me, and God knew just exactly how much you did endure. I'll love you forever, and cherish our years together so much.