Dec.6, 2011

Here I am again, I miss you...I love you. Ashley and Rylan came home with me today, after we left Homewood. I found something we could eat this evening. Didn't get home until well past four, I had forgotten the children's program (Christmas) so I missed it. I felt bad about missing the program, it had started raining hard again and I can't afford to get wet, also I was tired. I made it today, I will make it some way because that is what you would expect of me. I still hurt so bad, it's hard to always think of the fact that you are truly gone. I can feel my heart crushing it seems. Honey, I am about to get ready for bed but not before I say I miss you....I love you.......BILL-EE