My days without you, Ben, this week has been some dreadful days. I have taken two days of antibiotic. Still coughing steadily.Doctor says if I am not 100 % by Monday he will want a chest x-ray. I am now claiming that I will be over this before Monday. I definitely have not done anything since Tuesday a.m. except to eat, drink, and sleep. These days without you are nothing to write about. I haven't been out of the house but once. I eased down to the mailbox late yesterday. My thoughts are full of you, of how I miss you, of  how I still ache for you. I miss you I love you........BILL-EE  Just started a nose bleed. Here we go again. Pouring.