Today a very early note. It will be short, too. This day without Ben Miller has mostly been in bed. I still have a cough, almost ever breath. I have been up only long enough to eat a few bites of food and drink water or maybe some Dr Pepper. I won't be going to church, don't feel like I could shower and get ready. Tomorrow if not feeling better will call the Doctor. He probably will have me come over for a check. Afraid it will be another steroid shot, and antibioctic. I am taking cough medicine every four hours. Ben I miss you, I don't have anyone saying "you need to lie down". I miss you and I love you.............BILL-EE             P.S. today is Jennifer's birthday. Her first word was Pawpaw. She dearly loved him.