Tomorrow will be the last day of June, 2012. My, how the time seems to fly by us. It is so hot, my upstairs hallway said 85 degrees today. The a/c was going full blast, every bedroom had a fan on running at top speed. I would almost suffocate going up the stairs. I have stayed down in the den most of the day. I have a window unit down here, it really stays so nice and cool, I don't even have it on top speed.         Zoey spent the night, I took her home, we picked Vickie up and went back over to Morgan Road for her car. We had lunch at the Pizza Hut there, the buffet. I ate a salad, pasta, several slices pizza, and garlic bread. Vickie wanted to buy, since I had been helping her out. Zoey and I stopped at the cemetery. It is so hot, and I can hardly stand to go in there in the afternoons. Glad I can say I didn't complain about the cold last winter. The weather is one thing man hasn't figured out what to do with..        I am definitely not depressed or anything, but I guess I am just getting resolved to the fact that I am totally, all the time, alone. I guess that is a good way to be, never have expectations and you won't ever be disappointed. I tried to get my Honey to not ever expect company this past year. So many times he would tell me we will have some company this week. I would say, did anyone tell you they were coming? No, but I am sure they will be here. Poor dear, he never complained that no one showed up .I was resolved then and now I am resolved again. A good way to be.        Honey, I still miss you, I can not not miss you. I can not not love you..........BILL-EE