8/26,12              I realize it is already 8/27 but here I am writing a note. Eleven months 8/26/11 they lay you in the ground, my life had ended it seemed. It still feels like it ended that day, yet I keep on going. Ben I had to keep on even though my life ended, Lisa said, "mom, I can't lose you I just lost my dad". You would have, said don't hurt them anymore, just keep going. So Honey, I smile to hide the tears of my heart. I miss you so much and I love you...........BILL-EE